so i was gonna write this last nite, but fell asleep..anyway, i realized something yesterday; it's as important for me to not listen to music as it is to. i 'wrote' a song yesterday...in my car.

i basically realized how important it is to shut off all stimuli, and the difficulty in honing one's creative side given all these distractions. why must it be so difficult?!!??? like, i literally sat there and hummed out (eventually singing) an entire song, fleshed out and all. i'm like 'wait..?? that was kind of good??' its right there u just have to give it the space to bloom. like, i believe everyone is a musician/filmmaker/writer/artist its just honing that side of yourself gets so tricky as u grow up etc. it was pretty awesome, ive written one other song, pretty recently actually, and i feel like in another life, i am a f/t musician.