Bus rides: iPods.

So I was reminded tonite........ well- every night....... how- how i dont have my ipod anymore............................. and how sort of heartbreaking that is! ............... my sister gently reminded me a few months ago how........ shes like 'so how do u hear music- no more iPod?...... so all ur music comes thru/ from Pandora.......................... ?' and i'm like oh yeah wow................... i had almost forgotten................. and until i had my rental car (that i no longer have cos i moved and now i dont have any car)........... i was ONLY listening to Pandora. so no radio no nothing else. (no NPR)...... boo. it was weird- having radio again those couple months. being brought back up to speed on Pop culture/ Pop music n so forth- a bit like Austin Powers- being brought back up to speed........ and now- I feel I am in same boat again. I get almost all my music thru either a. Pandora (listening on my fone)- or b. aol radio....... or c. friends. but lately ive really not been seeking it its just literally whatever comes on my pandora when i walk my dog n that is it. its kind of scary thinking about it........ like i may have/ or did in fact miss something special.


but anyhow- just got to thinking tonite how i get my music- and how i am no longer 'dj' whereby i listen to my iTunes anymore.......... cos that basically got wiped when my iPod went. so its like, amnesia a case of- and i dont remember all the music i used to have- it freaks me out n it doesnt. i know there is so much good stuff thats gone to the way side and i am just memorializing a bit here............. wondering- maybe its better i dont have in iTouch and so forth.......... ? i'd be so obsessed with it listening all the time- and not caring to have conversations lol............. no but i'd definitely go overboard with it and love it too much. i have an unhealthy almost addiction to music....... n i'm glad its that and not like drugs or something- but its definitely to the point where i'd rather here a song than u speak......... lol. i know nobody is reading this except me so its a personal journal that....... i can pretty much bet is private- cos nobody reads- but i just find my music source interesting- after its been this way so long (solely Pandora)- and i sometimes forget that. and have to trust......... good music will find me.


Currently listening to : Jo Jo Marvin's Room, and some zumba song by Fuego i really love. and i need to listen to more Ryan Adams....... a weird mix.

P.S.
this is titled 'Bus rides'...... b/c i am reminded almost everyday on bus- how i dont have my ipod anymore (everyone listening on their's)- n it makes me very jealous- yet i choose this too. i think i have to show some restraint NOT buying one or else............ i'd just fall deeper in to the addiction - so its a case of self- restraint too - that i am gently reminded/ 'nagged' of every day........