Reliving:

....... a guy posted about new Chromatics- tonight, on Twitter---- n it made me think of this.


I remember this song well, introduced to me by a friend of mine--- it was her 'Myspace profile' - song for a while.. n i fell in love with it/ loved it.

Anyway- checked out their new song tonight- n it's..... meh.


I realized, the biggest difference, between (old me)- n (new me)----- is.... i dont go seeking out (new)- music anymore. It comes to me. I used to be an aggressive 'finder'- n in some ways, (I still am). But not to the extent I was. Music is mY bitch now (so to speak). It finds me, n i have to trust that- or else i freak out. It's a faith i have/ live by (now)..... that i didnt so much before... n have kind of 'grown in to'. I guess a maturity so to speak. I let the music find me, and it does, and I just dont go aggressively seeking it anymore. I have other things to do n simply can't, n i have a new faith it will find me. I have to remind myself of this (almost every day).



Something I've been thinking/going in my head lately.... is 'why do ppl do drugs'....... with so much great music in the world....... 'why do ppl do drugs'. I myself, have never done them (thats no lie)- but i just wonder..... with such a high it brings....... I dont really understand the need for drugs.


Listening lately to::::: whatever's running on my Pandora. i dont have an ipod anymore :( .... so, its just whatevers circling on there...... Lately: some good imogen heap, KT tunstall, adele (some good live stuff), norah jones, this girl erin mcCarley (song 'pony'), i really like (n i hate to admit)..... but if u'r not admitting u are lyinG, ive decided........... is.......... drum roll...................................................... justin bieberrrrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..... (boyfriend)....... yes i have fallen victim to that song, it was love at first 'listen'. i remember first time i heard it, about a wk ago i guess. i was in my bed, n literally woke up to it on the radio- haha. anyhow- its a great tune. damn catchy. reminds me of justin timberlake actually. hope more sounds like (that). #noshame. #well, a little.