backstory:in a nutshell

so, i always wanted to play music. took piano lessons when i was about 7 or so, couldnt proceed as we couldnt afford a piano/keyboard to practice on. since then, ive done other various performing arts, mainly acting and ballet (on scholarship). but have always wanted to return to music. so i dont wanna come off as whiny, it's something i think has always been on the back burner, and now i'm feeling a need, compelled more than ever, to return to it. just been doin some other things in the meantime..(thats where my dictaphone came in).